Confessions of a Gen-X Mind: Mental Health, Family Systems, and Personal Growth

The Story I Couldn’t Tell Until Now: Autism, ADHD, and Some Kind of Monster

George Ten Eyck Season 2 Episode 6

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This episode started with Metallica.
 It ended with a brain scan.
 And it changed how I understand myself.

This is the story of how a lifelong Metallica fan, a SPECT brain scan, and fifty years of family misunderstanding collided into one overdue revelation. From learning guitar because of Metallica, to Ferris Buellering my way into the Ozzfest media pit, to watching Some Kind of Monster and realizing that even the strongest guy in the room can ask for help.

That documentary cracked something open in me. It made me wonder if I could stop pretending everything was fine and actually look inward. So I did something I never expected to do. I went to the Amen Clinic and had my brain scanned, like I was auditioning for a late-night PBS science special.

The results said the quiet part out loud.

I was never bipolar.
 I was autistic and ADHD the whole time.

This episode weaves together music, grief, dark humor, family patterns, burnout, confusion, and the scan that finally told the truth everyone else missed. Not as a diagnosis hunt, but as clarity. Context. And relief.

Six minutes that changed the story I’d been telling myself for decades.